Letter I Wish I Could Send

Dear stranger,
I really hope I never see you again. I really mean it this time, I won't give in anymore. Because you never were a friend to me or any friend for that matter. Maybe thats why you barely have any friends left here. It's sad but what you did can't be erased. I was the only person who was there for you. The only person who truly believed you were a good person and yet your the only person in my life who has hurt me as much as you did. Your the person I wish I could go back into the past and never accepted that offer to do you a favor. Maybe I could be happy then and not so terrified of being hurt again. Your one of those people that I can't forget, even though you've forgotten me with the others you have on the side. And yet you feed me lies that I see right through. I knew that you couldn't go a day without having a girl in your life. It's sad that you can't love yourself, that someone has to love for you. But thats not surprising since you've always been pathetic, using me for your own sympathy. I can't believe I was stupid enough to give you various chances even recently, yet I'm done. For good this time. Your a sick person and I don't need that in my life. I'm done with people treating me like shit. I'm done with fake friends who don't give a shit about me only want me to hear their problems or call me when they need a favor. A friend is someone who doesn't hurt another friend. Who calls once a while to hear how I'm doing and just talk. We were never friends and never will be. Out of everyone, you should know, after everything you put me through, I don't deserve this.

I hope you see this so next time you come into town, don't bother contacting me because I won't answer. I deleted you a long time ago so heres some advice for you: delete my number, delete everything like you did before, and remember that the past is the past therefore we move on.

There is no such thing as "friends".

Never Forget

I don’t know what I want

He said

As the moments flashed by

And thoughts whirled inside his head.

I’m not happy here

No, this isn’t me at all

I turned into the enemy

Losing every person in my fall

Yet, the person I truly need

Is the girl I hurt all along.

How long did it take you

To realize you were wrong?

For once in your life

You messed it all up instead

Yet, I'll go on to forgive you

But I'll never forget.